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Foolishly Romantic or Romantically Fool: Standing still....

Natalia — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 22:12:00 -0500

photo by Dr Michael

Viewing your blue...My look stumbles on the horizon, on the mountains you choose to putbetween us, but you don't discourage me....I release my looklooking in your skyand I keep the beauty only for myself...

Every time you passand you see mewith my spreading hand, I 'm not begging of nothing....I'm just letting my dreamsfreefree to fly, recovering, strong enough to leave from me...

I'm just waiting for the sun, every sunset, to leave his kissin my palm...

And every time you see drops of sweat in my marble corpeit's because you passso closein front of mebut to touch youwas a joy imprisoned between stone and water.

It's because I can see youwatching me think of me with tearsbut...it's the water that embrasses methe reasonand not your silence...

You and silence...Why, really?Is it the punishment youimposed for me or for yourself?

I can see you suffering, burningbut you don't touch my water...You have never leaned on me, to vanish your thirst...You were always mad of anger, because I had
and you didn't...

You are standingadmiring me from a distancemy beautyare icons you are carrying in your soulbut....You have left nothing to yourselfto share it with me...

It doesn't hurt me my dear...

Courage is not alwaysamong the words, neither in banishing...Heart made of stone, but totally redbecause I have suns that love me..

Body made of marble,looking in the seawhich kisses me in every wave...

Soul standing still
but free...

Stone you think....

But then,
why are you afraid of me?

I'm just a woman....

Foolishly Romantic or Romantically Fool: photo by

Natalia — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 22:05:00 -0500

photo by John Mathious

Because you are already in the boat that lies next to me,
I can't see you at the opposite side....
I wouldn't be able to explain of my thousand faces
It would be my word against yours
People who know me online and in real life
could assure you of my only one face which is scary enough
How could I manage with the thousands that you think people have?
Your deposit (of thoughts) is already accepted.
So, if the boat next to you is swinging, just let yourself free
You can't do otherwise...
As long you are next to me, the same waves will embrass you as me,
And you know what?
I like it this way.
You are here,
even the moments I forget you

I have never learn anything new from someone
that agreed to everything I said.

For you who gave this to me as a present
For your favor is my silence
Just remember:
I always do the favors that others ask me to do....

PS. But when I have to say something,
I say it no matter what!"

Foolishly Romantic or Romantically Fool: A drop of magic

Natalia — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 21:50:00 -0500

Don't touch me.....
I'll be turned into sand and I'll slip away through your fingers....

Don't look at me....
I'll be wind and I'll touch you while escaping...

Don't talk to me....
I'll be turned into silence so loud that your sensed won't bear me....

Don't dream of me...
I'll be a nightmare hunting every beautiful thing you desire...

Don't imagine about me.....
You 'll be fooled...

Don't wait for me...
I won't come...

Don't fall in me...
I won't allow it...

I will be gone....

PS. Thanks to Mastadeath for his beautiful photo...